I know I promised I would post on an everyday basis, but why post if there is nothing juicy to say?
I have a really hard time staying consistent with Master. Some weeks I want to be that true submissive I know I am deep down and be held accountable for all of my wrong doings, and other weeks I don't want him to discipline me at all, I want to handle things on my own and if he even comes close to delivering a spanking I probably deserve I get mad and this depression overrides me and it's just not healthy.
Is this normal? As a submissive woman shouldn't I want to eat, breath and sleep the lifestyle?
I know this is a VERY short post and probably not worth your time, I just need help.