It's happening!
I don't think I can even express my happiness through a blog. The smell of new boxes fill the room as I watch the most amazing man in my life pack our belongings. I asked him if there was anyway for me to help and we have both concluded that by staying out of his way, will be the most helpful. So as I write this blog, I'm sitting in the corner of the room (there isn't much space anywhere else), wanting to jump up with excitement.
This move for us means more than just moving locations. It's the start of our life together. I no longer have to pretend I don't exist, there is no more sneaking me in, and hopefully we'll have the privacy we deserve to incorporate DD into our lifestyle.
I have seen changes already. This move is going to be extremely drastic, thankfully I'll be done with school and have one less thing to worry about as I learn to be submissive. This move calls for a change in my attitude towards being helpful, a change in the way I take care of myself (that means no more going to bed at 5am and waking up in the late afternoons), it calls for becoming the Kitty my Master deserves, he deserves my respect even when I don't agree with him and this process begins soon. :)
We're hungry, and I actually honestly don't have much to say. I more so want to scream about how excited I am that our lives together is FINALLY happening! :D :D
Argh.... now he's swishing around the fishing polls he took out of the closet. I can tell this is going to be a loooooong ride.
Yay!! I'm so excited for you, congrats! :)
ReplyDeleteCongrats, and oh, be careful when there's a fishing pole involved! You don't want to experience that, believe me I know (although I've only gotten the wood covered handle-don't want to imagine what the other part feels like! ((shivers)))
ReplyDeleteKay- Thanks! And yeah, I definitely do NOT want to ever experience that full on. After we got back from dinner he playfully swatted me with it, not hard at all and it left a stripe and stung like crazy. You could just see the grin on his face. >.> What's with my boyfriend and enjoying my nerves and fear?!
ReplyDeleteThis sounds like a very exciting time. I guess you two can expect a pretty decent growth spurt - along with the frustrations that can come with the big move in. Yes, frustrations. Don't worry, y'all will work the kinks out.
ReplyDeleteI look forward to reading more about your journey as it unfolds.
B'Man and Heather- Thanks so much for the support. This community of spankos is more supportive than others and I really appreciate it. Call me absolutely insane, but I'm excited for my very first hard spanking... Heh.
ReplyDeleteBest wishes for your new life! It's an exciting time, and there is a lot to work out. I know you are not the patient sort, but dig deep and allow things to unfold. A truly dominant man does not respond well to being pushed. Well, mine sure doesn't!
ReplyDeleteStormy- Thank you so much! I'm actually also excited for all the kinks that need work, I know this is going to be a long and timeless process but doing it with the man I love makes it worth all my time, my life. My man DEFINITELY, does not respond well to me pushing him. I have to say that's probably 90% of our little power struggles are about.. :/
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