I can feel a tornado boiling inside me.
I want to scream. I want to run. Yet at the same time I don't want to do anything.
I just want to coil up into a ball and sleep. Sleep and wake up when all the stress is over.
I have two more finals left. 6 more days to find a place to live. And 100% out of fuel at this point. I honestly don't know how to get out of this rut, Chris is busy packing and organizing and asks me for help but I'm so consumed in my own stress level that I can't seem to lift a finger and help out. Everything is overwhelming. It's hot and stuffy, but I'm not willing to do anything to make a change. What the heck is wrong with me?!
Sometimes I wish I had someone to talk to. Someone I knew who was submissive, who has been going through similar situations that I have been going through. I'm so glad I started blogging because I have a place to vent, and all the comments are really encouraging and comforting. I love not feeling alone on this journey, but sometimes I wish for something more. Someone to talk to, be friends with, have sleepovers with and not turn bright whenever discipline, or the word spanking comes up.
I know I'm very very new to this blogging world, but I think that we all need support from other submissives out there. So I'm making this blog so we can all come together, and talk every now and then as women serving their partners with the respect they deserve, and gently (although extremely painful) allowing our partners to guide us to make us the best person we can be. Anyone have aim? *blush*